Tell Me a Story – Part XVII

Last week, we discovered that Kate’s room was bugged. Will this week bring her any answers?

You all gave me a setting for this week’s installment – a phone booth. And, well, far as I could tell, phone booths are hard to come by in modern day Seattle, but I didn’t want to let you down. Sooo…

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“You really didn’t have to come with me. I’m sure you other have things to do.”

I looked up at Eli, slightly embarrassed to be indulging in my nerdier interests with him following.

“The meeting with David yesterday was the top of my to do list, so all clear for today. And until we can figure out who bugged your place and why, I feel it’s best that you weren’t alone.”

He wasn’t kidding. Since the incident at the apartment I’d spent practically every moment with Eli by my side. Granted, that was easier on work days, but this was the weekend. When I told him about my plans to hit a conference on Saturday, he insisted on joining me without asking what the conference was.

“So,” he said, picking up a box off the table, “this is what you enjoy in your spare time?”

“Sir, could you set that down?”

“Sorry, mate.” Eli set the box down on the table and raised his hands apologetically. The man behind the table gingerly moved the box closer to him, rearranging the other figures on the table to accommodate the change in position.

“I don’t collect those, if that’s what you’re asking,” I said, pointing to the Star Wars memorabilia as we continued walking. “But yes, I like a lot of this stuff.”

Eli gave a shrug and nod, without saying anything.

“Oh, come on, tons of people love this stuff.”

“No judgments. I just wasn’t expecting…this. I thought maybe we were going to a flower and garden show or something.”

I shot him a look. “Because I’m a girl?”

“No, of course not,” he answered with a grin.

We stopped in front of a booth specializing in steampunk costumes and accessories. I stood scanning the intricate pieces for something interesting to take home. While I made my way around the table, I could see Eli to the side, brow furrowed, glancing around the ballroom.

“What’s wrong with you?”

“Hmm?”

I stepped away from the table and closer to Eli. “You look distracted. And not by the barely-there costume that chick over there is wearing.”

Eli continued looking off, then grabbed my hand. “Walk.”

“What?”

“Just keep up. And act normal. Or whatever normal is in this place.”

I felt myself walking quicker to keep up with Eli’s long stride. “What’s wrong?”

“We’re being followed.”

We ducked into a crowd of people heading for an unmarked doorway, leading to an empty hallway.

“Give me your phone.”

“What?”

I fumbled with my purse, finally retrieving the phone just as a man jumped out in front of us.

“Did you really think you could slip away that easily, H–”

Before the man could finish, Eli lunged at him, punching him in the throat. The man stood there dazed, while Eli delivered a second blow to his jaw, the man collapsing in a heap on the floor. He laid there, quiet and still.

“What just happened?” My voice squeaked as I continued, “Oh my…did you just kill him?”

“Shhh!”

Eli squatted down, grabbing the man under the arms, and began dragging him quickly down the hall. He nodded towards a door behind him. “Quickly. Open that door.”

I stood motionless.

“Kate! Snap out of it. The door. Now.”

I walked over, grabbing the handle. “It’s locked.”

Eli sighed, dropping the body on the floor, turning his attention to the locked door. He fished around in his pocket, pulling out a paper clip. Within moments I heard the click of the door unlocking. Eli turned back to the man on the floor, dragged him into what looked like a darkened electrical closet, then locked and closed the door behind him.

“Where’s your phone?”

I handed it over and followed as he quickly made his way down the hall, back to the ballroom entrance, dumping my phone in a trashcan by the door.

Back in the ballroom, he grabbed my hand again, scanning the crowd as we continued walking.

“Eli, what is going on?”

He didn’t answer.

I stopped walking, causing him to jerk back slightly.

“What are you doing? We can’t just stand here, Kate. It’s likely that man wasn’t alone.”

“No. I’m not going anywhere until we talk.”

“Kate…”

I pulled my hand from his and walked towards a particularly crowded area, Eli following.

“Kate, come on.”

“You want me to go with you? We talk. Here.”

I grabbed his hand and pulled him into a big blue box, pulling the small door shut behind us.

“A phone booth? You want to sort this out in a phone booth?”

I shook my head. “Are you sure you’re British?”

“Of course. Why would you ask that?”

I motioned to the tiny space around us, as if his ignorance of what we were standing in was explanation enough. He shrugged.

“Whatever. I’ll explain later. What just happened in that hallway? Did you,” I lowered my voice, “did you just kill that guy?”

“No, he’s just unconscious. But we might end up in worse shape than him if we don’t get out of here.”

“Why? What do you know?”

“Kate, you know someone has been after you. Apparently they knew you would be here – the guy in the hallway didn’t look like he wanted a friendly chat.”

“Yeah, well, he also didn’t sound like he wanted me. I’m beginning to think that I’m not the one these people, whoever they are, really want.”

“Kate–”

“I’m not an idiot, Eli, so don’t lie to me. I’m not moving from this spot until you start telling me the truth.”

Eli leaned back, letting his head bang against the wall behind him. “Fine. But can we do it somewhere else? It’s a little cramped in here.”

“I don’t know. It IS bigger on the inside.”

“What?”

I sighed. “Forget it.”

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Will Kate and Eli continue their conversation in the “phone booth”? If not, what location will they choose to discuss what’s been going on? You decide.

Also, feel free to speculate in the comments. Some of you have done so in emails and tweets – I love hearing what you think. :)

Let It Flow

Being a parent involves a lot of research.

At least, for me it does. From the moment I became pregnant, my life was a flurry of books, websites, magazines, and online forums. I read voraciously, wanting to be sure that I did everything just so.

Trouble is, there isn’t exactly one way to get the job done. You have all sorts of theories on just about everything you do. What to eat and how to exercise when you’re pregnant, how to labor and give birth, how the kid sleeps, eats, learns, poops; the information is endless.

Long before the little man was old enough for me to be concerned about it, I read up on potty training. I purchased a potty chair when he was just over a year and started to introduce the idea to him. At first, he seemed to think it was a cool new addition, all bright and shiny and red.

Then, he lost interest. As we got closer to an age where I thought potty training could begin, he wanted absolutely nothing to do with it. Trying to get him to even be in the same room with the potty resulted in blood-curdling screams. If the house next to me wasn’t empty, it’s likely someone would have called the authorities.

So, I gave up. If he wanted to spend his future in adult diapers, so be it.

Then, just a few days ago, he came up to me.

“Mama. I want the train on your butt.”

First off, my kid needs to work on his pronouns. But the important thing here is that he was requesting underwear. I grabbed the Thomas the Train undies and explained to him that he shouldn’t pee on Thomas. The first day, he would do his little dance, I’d lead him to the potty, and while he was reluctant to follow, once he was there, he did what had to be done.

Today is day three. We haven’t had a single accident since he put that train on his butt. Or changed over to the Star Wars on his butt.

Which made me think…potty training and writing aren’t all that different.

There’s a lot of advice out there. You don’t need to take it all. A lot of advice givers present their words as an absolute way to do things. With potty training, I was beginning to think I was missing something because some of the advice I tried wasn’t working. The reality is that different methods work for different kids. When it came down to it, I had to take the information given and trust my instincts on what was best for us.

There is a lot of information out there for writers, from the craft to social media and blogging. While some can be helpful, it starts to become noise after a while. ”Write what you know. Don’t write what you know. Blog, tweet, bleat! Shut off your computer! Give away your books. Don’t give away your books.” It can be pretty overwhelming. The reality is, no one person can give you the advice that is perfect for you. Take it in. Then learn to trust your instincts rather than look to one source as the authority.

Don’t push* it. When I tried to make the little guy use the potty, he only resisted more. He knew he wasn’t ready. Trying to make him go anyway just upset him more.

While goals are great when you are writing, as is a schedule, sometimes we push too hard. Writing 500 words every day is great, but if you aren’t feeling inspired, is beating yourself up to get that 500 really productive? I participated in NaNoWriMo this past year for the first time. I reallly enjoyed it for the first 30k words. I was on track and inspired and the story was moving. Then I hit a point where the next scene wasn’t really working. For a couple of days, I tried to write just for the sake of the word count. I hated it. Sure, I may have produced the skeleton of something good during those days, but it made me want to walk away from the story entirely. Don’t force your writing.

Pay attention. The little man asking to wear underwear was my first sign that he might be ready to make the transition, but I knew he wasn’t going to suddenly walk up to me and ask to use the potty. I had to watch him like a hawk that first day. I had to wait for “the dance”. Every time I saw the dance, I took him to the potty.

Have a dream that you can’t stop thinking about? Overhear a conversation you can’t shake? That dream might be your next novel. A conversation in a coffee shop could be that scene you’ve been having a hard time with. A mysterious character in line at the gas station might fill the physical description of your next character. If you are too busy hanging out in your head, worrying about word counts, you might miss great opportunities for your writing.

Celebrate and reward. While I was disappointed when little man wouldn’t have anything to do with the potty, or when he’d pee all over the place in our earlier attempts to train him, I never berated him. Now, when the little guy pees, he gets to hear what a great job he did. Sometimes, we go play with his letters after. A few times, he got to have a piece of cookie. Even when he doesn’t pee, I cheer him on for trying.

I hear a lot of writers beating themselves up. They didn’t socialize enough on Twitter that week. They only wrote one blog post. They didn’t meet their word count. They haven’t heard back after sending out a query. How about remembering what you did do? Maybe you didn’t crank out 1000 words, but you wrote something. Maybe you didn’t write at all that day, but you worked out a scene in your head. Sure, we don’t want to excuse ourselves from the work of writing, but if we are always down on ourselves for what we didn’t accomplish, we risk turning our love into a drudgery.

It will happen when it will happen. I’ve been in disbelief the past few days. I went from a kid who seemed genuinely afraid of the idea of a potty, to a kid who hasn’t had a single accident. My mom simply says, “He decided he was ready.”

When your story feels like it just won’t come together, just remember, it may not be ready. You may even have to walk away from it for a little while. Give it time. It will happen. At a certain point, your story will be asking for “the train on your butt”.

When it does, I’m sure you’ll do the same little victory dance and cheer the little man does after he pees.

“Yay! I did it! I did it!”

*I’m 12. Saying push in the context of potty training makes me giggle.